Wo hui lai le~

Ok, sorry for being MIA for a while.
(following paragraphes is not in any way related to each other)

My life has been so mundane that if it's written into a book, u will fall asleep reading the first paragraph. Heck, i might even fall asleep writing it.

I think i am insomniac. Not that i can't sleep though. It just blardy pisses me off that i blardy wake up at blardy 8am every blardy Saturday. Then i moped aroud the house doing blardy nothing and watching blardy silly cartoons while everyone is still in blardy Slumberland. But then again, coem tot hink of it, i kinda enjoy the Madagascar cartoons they show. King Julian I adore you!

I am addicted to Archie! Been reading the comic religiously for the past 2 weeks. I need a proper book sigh.

I watched Nanny McPhee and The Big Bang! I love British accent. Nope I still don't like Harry Potter. I was anticipating the appearance of Ewan Mcgregor. Turned out, he appeared for a brief 3 minutes right before the end. Damn kill joy la. Next up Repo Man. Jude Law (!!!) British accent. ^^

Is Monday gonna end soon? I'm suffocating here~

Ok, gonna go MIA for another 2 months.
See you in August~

ohai

i want to curl on my bed
i want to puke
i want to soak in a nice hot bath
i want to leave my desk and go back for the day
i want to close everything

O hai!

I didnt log in for so damn fucking long.
Reasons being
- no time to write
- nothing to write
- yeap, my life is that bored and predictable


Quote of the day:

Dreaming and action is two totally different thing. First you gotta get your ass up, then only something will be done. Everyone can talk cock but only some can really achieve it. So stop all the bullshitz and start doing something productive.
-Author nknown to most people but known to some-

8th March 2010

i.have.lost.the.interested.to.blog.and.write.

how ar?

Back to work

So...
I'm back to where i started..
back to working life...
back to sitting in front of the PC..
back to eating tapau food for the next "dunnno how many days"..
back to good old JT..
back to the companion of my soulmates..
back to doing everything on my own..
back to being a grown up after being pampered at home...
back to hectic life..


Had loads of fun during my long holiday at home..
met up with old friends, didnt manage to meet up with some, catching up with relatives, gambling with kids, not having to worry about anything.. sigh...

"I've forgotten how to work" told the roomate last night..


**abrubt ending**

OHAI!!

Harro..
gosh.. such a long time since i last came here..

Was pretty busy at work for the past several months so no time to write...
getting the hang of what i'm doing already...
sort of enjoiying what im doing *sometimes*
went last minute shopping and yum cha with my darlings and packed at the wee hours of the morning...
slept for barely 3 hours and was driven to Sentral by one darling...
slept like a pig in the bus...
rushed for checked in...
hmm.. had 30 minutes to spare before boarding, went to get a cup of coffee and papers and plonk myself right opposite this hot dude...
Ladies and gentlement, due to technical problem, we are very sorry to inform you that Flight XXXX to Kuching has been delayed until further notice...Whoa! Awesome!!
Finally, boarded the bloody plane after 1.5 hours behind schedule..
I LOVE Air Asia!



*****600 miles across South China Sea********



At home now.. ^^ well, equally busy since i came back, baru hari ni free..
Having great time meeting lotsa people, pigging on homecooked food, junk food, all sort of rubbish..
shamelessly collecting angpow...
Catching up with sleep, need lot's and lot's of it, no that i don't get enough of it in PJ :P
watching silly CNY movies...
washing plates and cups...
Camwhoring with couzzies, lion dance troupe, families, grandpa, grandma...
Spoiled my phone :( need a new one before i leave kch...
been bugging everyone i know for cheap phones...

hehe.. didn't get so much of what i've been expecting and prepared for**

Wishing you a Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year with roaring success!!!
Oh.. and a Happy Belated Valentine!!

I shall celebrate my Valentine a lil late..

Fuh~

Fuh~ Another week passed!
*a great week nevertheless*

Fuh~ What a weekend!
*yup, a superb and very rewarding one*

Fuh~ Great companions!
*need I say more? yeap, Angela, we had fun without you! kidding la, don't cry ar*

Fuh~ Great Food!
*missing home cooked food now*

Fuh~ my legs~ tired from walking!
*Me think the distance me walk from Monday to Friday is equivalent to me Sunday*

Fuh~ Tired!
*literally dragged myself outta bed this morning*

Fuh~ Air tickets bloody expensive!
*Tony Fernandes, I thought I like you, but I thought wrong hmph*

Fuh~ Leave approved!

*Off on NYE* ^^

Ahoy there~

Yeap, I'm still alive..and so is the blog. Was tempted to just let it die its slow death though. But I couldn't bring myself to do that. After all i started this the same time I created Babyblubelle.com. Now Babyblubelle.com died, I have to keep this alive hmph!

Actually I have lotsa things to talk about. It's just that i delay and delay and the things i want t0 talk about bertimbun timbun and in the end i'm too lazy to type.

Okay, first of all, it has been 3 months.. how time flies. And I'm getting bored of what i'm doing. Not a very good new isn't it? Let's wait till After CNY and see how things go.

2012 is awesome! brilliant! kancheong!! Nah, I just have a thing for disaster movie and the-world-is-going-to-end-but-some-good looking-hero-will-save-his-family-and-humankind-nomatter-what kinda movie. You know, like The Day after Tomorrow or the one with Tom Cruise and some tripods, Independence Day etc. My eyes were glued to the screen for the whole 2 hours 40 minutes (except for the first 5 minutes coz I was at the toilet :)

Aunt and uncle and couzzies were here last week. Took the day off and brought them around.. Went to KL on my own then to 1U then back to KL. Damn proud of myself and of Tubby ^^ Almost got lost on the way back to PJ though, took the wrong turn and ended up at Taman Maluri :P Somebody get me a GPS?
Okay.. when I said bubuy to them, I almost cried, homesick la apa lagi :(

Then celebrated Ah Bui and XiaoFatt's birthday! Had great food, great companion, great time..
Happy Birthday girls!!

Next Up:

Lotsa long weekend, love it.. but then more holidays mean more work during working days.. sheesh~

Birthday!! 3 December babies, let's find a nice place to celebrate. *I love birthdays ~ even if it's not mine*

Going to Malacca and Kluang this weekend. chicken rice balls here I come! I can't wait. the last trip I had was to Sabah (Genting not counted) So looking forward to this holiday.

A Christmas Carol + The Princess and the Frog die die also must watch!

Christmas!! Went to The Curve and the trees are up (well, just the tree minus the decoration)

New Year eve, any plan? I wanna see fireworks :(


I'm too lazy to type anymore, so that's it for now
Kthxbai~~

10 random things about me today

1. My eyes are closing... and it is only 4 pm! 2 more hours to go.. sometimes i feel bad for leaving the office when all my colleagues are still working...

2. Been working fairly hard for the past few days (harder than the previous weeks :P) and am longing to see some result sigh~ give me la.. little bit also can~

3. Freaking hot outside and i don't think my aircond is working hard enough to provide me cool air.

4. I'm beginning to feel hungry despite having zhap fan for lunch just now. Damn long didnt eat zhap fan la.. Been spending quite a lot on food lately, should start eating something economical. Hmm.. what to have for dinner?

5. Ahbi iz here! Went to Port Klang with Ahbui and Ahkak to get him, got lost on the way back and paid huge ass amount for toll. Then miraculously found our way to Sunway Pyramid ^^

6. I think my eyesight is getting worse. staring at the computer for the whole day, sheesh.. dahla my eyesight bad enough already.

7. I'm starting to drink plain milk ^^ because i found out Dutch lady is not really that bad after all.

9. My ass is flat from sitting on the chair for the entire day and my shoulder are stiff. i need a massage...

10. i miss people from home

I. NEED. TO. BE. MORE. INTELLIGENT.

Not that i'm very intelligent in the first place la..

But seriously,
I need a good book to read. I want to go to Borders or MPH and sit there and read for the whole day and not be bothered by the world collapsing around me.
Should have brought some books with me when I came back here.


See..i'm so un-intelligent that i don't know what else to write pfftt!

The day I turned 24

Thank you to you who wished me happy birthday, who sang for me, who was forced to sing for me, who dedicated videos to me, who bought me flowers, who bought me cakes, cupcakes, who bought me birthday lunch....

Thank you my housemates, my buddies, my ex students, my facebook friends, my ex schoolmates, my uni friends and everyone else!
And thank you my banks for wishing me Happy Birthday :)

Thank you!!

And the celebration shall go on this weekend..
cheewah.. even the King's birthday celebration also not this long.

Ey people.. practice your song and choreographed dance ar...

A letter to Him

Dear God,

Today was a horrible day for me. Didn't You get my message this morning? Please tell me all these are for my own good. Assure me that everything will be okay, that I can pull through it no matter what. At least, lend me a little strength, a little determination, a little courage, a little wisdom, until I found mine...

Awaiting your reply.


Love,
Mable

....

I. am. tired. of. this.

I duno la.. i really don't know.. one day i like what i'm doing, the next day my face is as black as the charcoal. Wassup with me?

Last night

Mum called last night, asked me why didn't I call home for more than 1 week.


I told her I was busy with work, that's bullshit.. If I have the time to hunt 2 malls for a dress, I have the time to call her. It's just that every single time I call, or mum calls, the topic will always revert to me being a teacher, signing for posting. I was told last night, many people at home were asking me about my "teaching career".


I am tired of this already. Again and again I was asked, and again and again I gave the same answer, yet, 5 seconds later, I will still be bombarded with the same question. Is it me, or there is some kind of communication breakdown here?


I told the friend the other day, one reason why I want to be away from home is to be away from all those pressure.



All I want is a little encouragement, words of support, a little pat saying "Well done girl!"
It's never good enough, isn't it? No matter what I do. I will only be good enough when I do it their way...


Are they disappointing me or the other way around, me disappointing them?



**********

A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

-Maya Angelou (I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings)


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Me Time

I will not get hurt... because I'm too selfish!

Another phase of my life

Started work yesterday. It's not that bad but I don't think it is that good either.
Didn't do much yesterday and today.. still on training..


Gosh.. 10.30pm and I'm sleepy.
See, that's the problem. When I work, I sleep damn early!

**yawns**

Goodnite!

will update you with the story of my life some other day la...

URGH!!!

My ten pet peeves:

10. Drivers who can't make up their mind whether to drive on the right lane or the left lane or the middle of the lane. When you are about to change to the left lane, this driver change, then when u want to change to the right lane, he too wants to change.. and the cycle goes on..

9. PEOPLE WHO TYPES IN CAPITAL LIKE THIS. For me typing in capitals is equivalent to shouting.

8. People who end their sentences with !!!!!!!!!! and ????????????.. what? so excited isit? It is just plain rude.

7. People who sms you saying things like "Can I be your friend?" and never had the balls to reveal who he/ she is. If you wanna be friends, then show some sincerity la...

6. Internet bullies. People who drop comments on other blog and signing it off as "anonymous". Same case, no balls! If you wanna bash me do it openly, let me know who u are, so that it is fair and square! You hear that asshole?!

5. Cheezels that could not fit into your fingers and cheezels that are not crunchy and cheezels that do not have the oomph.. Spoil my mood nia..

4. Sales girls who follow you around as if you are a potential shoplifter.

3. I guess only seven huh?

2. Currently N/A

1. Currently N/A

WTF too lazt to type anymore...

Update

Harro!!

1. Been back here in PJ for a few days already and was rather busy... except for today. Kinda free today. Was busy for the past few days though.
Had a few interviews and hope to get some more (even better if they can offer me a job!)

2.My convo is next Saturday 15th August! Come and bring me flowers kah, white roses kah, purple roses kah, bearbear kah, anything. U wanna come empty handed also can :D Tried on my robe and looked like Harry Potter minus the spectacles.

3. Mum and dad and bro and gongong and yiyi and jiujiu are coming on Thursday! Shit! Have yet to do what my bro told me to do.

4. AhVi is sick.. :(

Leaving or going?

Flying off at 2pm later to a place-where-who-knows-what-will-happen.
So is it just going or is it leaving? Oliver said flip a coin to decide. If only life's decision is simple as that...

Don't know whether I'll be back.
Don't know what's gonna happen.
Don't know what to say.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know a lot of things actually.

Leave it to God?

Behold the birds of heaven, that they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns, and your Heavenly Father feedeth them. Are not ye of much more value than they? (Matthew 6:26)

Maybe

Bumped into V yesterday and had a long chat over 2 glasses of ice lemon tea. It's been such a long time since we last talked. Apparently, many things had happened over the past few months/ years. He is getting busier with business and work and I still hanging around aimlessly...
Lighhearted jokes turned to something more serious. And I poured everything out to him, almost bursting into tears (passerbys might think he just dumped me or something) and ask for his opinion (though he is not exactly the person to give good advice -__-)

Me: It's not as simple and easy as you think.
Him: Well, maybe it is not as difficult as you think. All it takes is hard work and determination. Surely you can survive rite?

Yeah.. he is not the first person that told me that. Angela said everything started out to be difficult at first. All it takes is a little hard work. You reap what you sow. Where there is a will, there is a way.

My mind flashed back to another friend M who once asked me "Lei em ngai tak geh, hai mai?"
losely translated into "you can't suffer/ live in difficult time/ work hard can you?"

My roots..

Was asked by a new acquaintance last night:

Him: Are you pure chinese?
Me: Yeah? Why? Don't I look Chinese to you?
Him: Erm.. you look mixed..
Me: Huh? ** takes out compact mirror and scrutinized own reflection for the next 10 minutes** mixed with what?
Him: You look a bit angmor to me..

I think he was drunk :)