Monday yang berwarna biru

SAD:

1. Monday is so very the depressing!

2. Went to work with a freaking heavy heart..I even contemplated staying home and call to take MC. And it is only the second week wtf!


HAPPY:

1. I convo-ed :) Ok la.. 2 weeks ago actually..

2. Gonna have a longer weekend this week.. going up to Genting ^^

Another phase of my life

Started work yesterday. It's not that bad but I don't think it is that good either.
Didn't do much yesterday and today.. still on training..


Gosh.. 10.30pm and I'm sleepy.
See, that's the problem. When I work, I sleep damn early!

**yawns**

Goodnite!

will update you with the story of my life some other day la...

URGH!!!

My ten pet peeves:

10. Drivers who can't make up their mind whether to drive on the right lane or the left lane or the middle of the lane. When you are about to change to the left lane, this driver change, then when u want to change to the right lane, he too wants to change.. and the cycle goes on..

9. PEOPLE WHO TYPES IN CAPITAL LIKE THIS. For me typing in capitals is equivalent to shouting.

8. People who end their sentences with !!!!!!!!!! and ????????????.. what? so excited isit? It is just plain rude.

7. People who sms you saying things like "Can I be your friend?" and never had the balls to reveal who he/ she is. If you wanna be friends, then show some sincerity la...

6. Internet bullies. People who drop comments on other blog and signing it off as "anonymous". Same case, no balls! If you wanna bash me do it openly, let me know who u are, so that it is fair and square! You hear that asshole?!

5. Cheezels that could not fit into your fingers and cheezels that are not crunchy and cheezels that do not have the oomph.. Spoil my mood nia..

4. Sales girls who follow you around as if you are a potential shoplifter.

3. I guess only seven huh?

2. Currently N/A

1. Currently N/A

WTF too lazt to type anymore...

Untitled again

Angela being intelligent:

"Looking for a job is pretty much the same as looking for a boyfriend. You need to jump jobs before you finally reach the right one (test drive??). You are always searching for a job that you enjoy, gives you the neccesities. But at the end of the day, you will need a job that is secure, makes you feel safe, like a husband"

Update

Harro!!

1. Been back here in PJ for a few days already and was rather busy... except for today. Kinda free today. Was busy for the past few days though.
Had a few interviews and hope to get some more (even better if they can offer me a job!)

2.My convo is next Saturday 15th August! Come and bring me flowers kah, white roses kah, purple roses kah, bearbear kah, anything. U wanna come empty handed also can :D Tried on my robe and looked like Harry Potter minus the spectacles.

3. Mum and dad and bro and gongong and yiyi and jiujiu are coming on Thursday! Shit! Have yet to do what my bro told me to do.

4. AhVi is sick.. :(

Leaving or going?

Flying off at 2pm later to a place-where-who-knows-what-will-happen.
So is it just going or is it leaving? Oliver said flip a coin to decide. If only life's decision is simple as that...

Don't know whether I'll be back.
Don't know what's gonna happen.
Don't know what to say.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know a lot of things actually.

Leave it to God?

Behold the birds of heaven, that they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns, and your Heavenly Father feedeth them. Are not ye of much more value than they? (Matthew 6:26)

Maybe

Bumped into V yesterday and had a long chat over 2 glasses of ice lemon tea. It's been such a long time since we last talked. Apparently, many things had happened over the past few months/ years. He is getting busier with business and work and I still hanging around aimlessly...
Lighhearted jokes turned to something more serious. And I poured everything out to him, almost bursting into tears (passerbys might think he just dumped me or something) and ask for his opinion (though he is not exactly the person to give good advice -__-)

Me: It's not as simple and easy as you think.
Him: Well, maybe it is not as difficult as you think. All it takes is hard work and determination. Surely you can survive rite?

Yeah.. he is not the first person that told me that. Angela said everything started out to be difficult at first. All it takes is a little hard work. You reap what you sow. Where there is a will, there is a way.

My mind flashed back to another friend M who once asked me "Lei em ngai tak geh, hai mai?"
losely translated into "you can't suffer/ live in difficult time/ work hard can you?"

My roots..

Was asked by a new acquaintance last night:

Him: Are you pure chinese?
Me: Yeah? Why? Don't I look Chinese to you?
Him: Erm.. you look mixed..
Me: Huh? ** takes out compact mirror and scrutinized own reflection for the next 10 minutes** mixed with what?
Him: You look a bit angmor to me..

I think he was drunk :)

Dunno what title to put

WTF I have officially turned into a morning person. Woke up at 7am on Saturday ( I slept at 1 the nite before!!!) and spent another 1 hour tossing and turning in bed hoping to fall back into slumber but failed. Turned on the TV, silly weeekend cartoon was on, switched it off, jumped out of bed and into the shower.
Refreshed a little, had a cup of coffee, read the newspaper (mind you, the comics and horoscope) and practically doing nothing for the rest of the day..

Right, so this is how a jobless (si ye? shi ye? bleh..) person spent her Saturday... yay wtf
I've quit my job at XXX. Don't really know whether it is something good or something bad. Miss my colleagues though, miss gossiping about Boss, students, other people which we don't know.
But definitely do not miss Char Siew Bao :P

But like Angela said "you won't know what is good or bad until the time comes" (no I don't think she said exactly that, but something like that la..) PS: Thanx for giving me lotsa advice and alternatives route

So, another new chapter is going to start huh? Of coz I'm scared, of coz I'm worried. Scared I might not be able to make it. worried that I will not be good enough..
"Am I not even willing to try?"borrowed from Juayn.
What the hell..So, I am going to give it a try.. whether it will work at not, that's another story..

If something is meant to be mine, then it will be mine no matter what. If it is not .. oh well.. move on then.