I hate uncertainty in life. I hate not knowing what to do or where to go. I hate not knowing so many things. I'm not a risk taker, definitely not. I'm the type who will chart out the entire journey and plan way beforehand."Go with the flow." What's that? It does not exist in my dictionary. No doubt I pride myself in being careful and cautious most of the time. But at the same time, I often find myself condemning my alter ego for being so demanding, so calculative, so narrow minded.
Because of this, missing out on things have been part and parcel of my life. I'm not the type that goes "What the heck, let's do it!". Instead, various "What ifs" will pop in my mind like popcorns in the microwave. "What if this.. What if that..." That's me. constantly intimidated by many things.
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