I hate second thought. I hate it when I have something planned and I am so happy with it then poof something happen and I have to give my plan a second thought.
Maybe I should...
Maybe I ought to...
Would it be better if I....
It makes me feel insecure. It makes me feel powerless. It makes me feel stupid. Not that my first decision is always the right one.
Yeah, sometimes I am very impulsive, sometimes I can spend a decade thinking about what to do, which decision to make. But most of the time I am impulsive. And trust me that is freaking not good. Why? Coz after I've made my impulsive decision, I regret. It had happened again and again and stupid me does not seem to understand the saying "Once bitten twice shy". I think, I decide, I act, then I regret. WTF
.
.
.
.
I don't want to change my opinion and decision just like that. I want to be consistent.
Go away second thought. Shoo.
No comments:
Post a Comment